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moody times

Posted on Saturday, July 10th, 2010 at 8:36 pm

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At Blue Frog now, alone, savoring mini beef burgers and lychee martini while I do research for FYP and update this space.

My return date has been delayed once again. I was initially keen on staying longer in Shanghai, but sometimes, the loneliness kills me, which makes me want to fly back immediately.

Life was packed to the brim previously, yet now, I am living everyday aimlessly.

I hate dining alone when I have no clue for  my meals. If only food courts are well-populated here, as back in Singapore. I miss the chinese mixed rice in my neighborhood.

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falling apart.

Posted on Thursday, May 27th, 2010 at 11:24 pm

I’m fucking mentally and physically exhausted.

ok, I have lots of overdue photos and posts from events, Wenzhou, Beijing and Qingdao.

Will update real soon, once I’m able to take a breather from work.

Slogging at X GAMES ASIA now..

The only thing that keeps me going now is looking forward to my 1 week break in Taipei!!!!

Come quickly, Tuesday. :)

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Posted on Sunday, May 9th, 2010 at 6:18 pm

I do wonder at times, what am I doing in Shanghai.

What’s right, what’s wrong?

I’m losing track of myself.

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the red wine, the puke, the drip

Posted on Tuesday, February 16th, 2010 at 5:24 pm

On the 2nd day of CNY, I had lunch with my distant relatives. A group of people whom my parents probably have not met before as well.

I drank a little too much – bottoms up 4 glasses of red wine.

And I started puking all over when I left the restaurant. I wasn’t that drunk as I could bring myself to the toilet and I did remember that I have a train to catch in the evening.

So, I tried very hard to keep myself sober, packed my luggage and insisted on taking the train.

Thankfully, I made it to the station on time though i was feeling really terrible.

Somehow, I felt so stressful, lonely and disappointed in myself when I stood by the platform.

It was cold and as the chilly wind blew against me, I broke down into tears but I managed to calm myself down just before the train stopped in front of me.

During the train journey, I felt so nausea and puked twice – there wasn’t anything left to puke and therefore, it was my gastric juices.

At that moment, I knew I wasn’t drunk. I supposed I had gastric flu.

I pulled myself together and endured till Shanghai. Luckily, I got a friend to pick me up from the train station and drove me to the hospital.

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And there, I got my fair share of the drip. 2 bottles.

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I needed to recover in the fastest time possible. To be able to spend time with Kelvin. =)
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渴望

Posted on Tuesday, October 27th, 2009 at 12:41 am

如果你从来都没有碰过,看过,听过,体验过,你就不会知道它的存在,
你也不会想要拥有它。

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Posted on Wednesday, October 21st, 2009 at 12:44 am

think twice, think carefully, know the consequences.

what have i gotten myself into. hai.

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Posted on Monday, October 19th, 2009 at 9:08 am

it’s one of those days that i woke up feeling dejected.

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Posted on Monday, October 12th, 2009 at 10:10 am

And they say women are complicated creatures.

I think men are as well complicated. They can’t decide what they want.

If you want to be nice to a girl, go all the way then.

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tracing the roots

Posted on Wednesday, October 7th, 2009 at 6:10 pm

National Day in China is crazy. Everyone rushes to finish their work on hand and gets ready to return to hometown. I had trouble getting a train ticket to Wen Zhou. It’s was totally sold out, even the standing tickets!

I had to hitch a ride from Leon. It was pouring crazily.
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The journey took 9 hours with traffic jam. Pretty much horrible. Can u believe the jam was 40km? That’s like traffic jam from pasir ris to boon lay!!?

We made a stop for lunch.
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had rice dumplings, in plastic bag. Gee…
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The clouds started clearing up when we were reaching Wen zhou.
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Along the way, I saw truckloads of animals!! haha.. i was so excited! a truckload of pigs – big fat pigs. so amusing! lol. took a photo of the goats.. Leon kept making fun of me taking photos of them. Can’t I take photos? hello, we don’t have these in Singapore.
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caught the sun set while we drove into Wen Zhou. it was literally an GOLDEN yolk.
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Everyone asked how I felt “going back” to Wen Zhou, where my roots are. Seriously, it’s “going to” and not “back”. I don’t feel any connection with this place. Not even my mom stepped foot there before. All that striked me was my grandpa. On his tombstone, it carved “Jia Yi Xian”, and now, I’m here at his birthplace. I missed him.

This is Ou Bei, a part of Wen Zhou.
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equinox

Posted on Tuesday, September 8th, 2009 at 9:36 pm

last saturday was with the russians @ Equinox.
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The vodka shots really blew me off.

And these were the last bit of my memory that night.
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My 1st time in 22 years, I got drunk. =X

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stress bumps

Posted on Tuesday, July 21st, 2009 at 8:25 pm

july isnt totally empty – worked on the website, which is quite a tough case.

i spent the whole afternoon just to work out the changes and instructions.

*finally done*
*bleams*

Idling at home can be quite stressful too. thinking about everything and anything.

worse, i see bumps on my face!

and with my itchy fingers, i burst a few pimples, leaving dreadful scars on my face… )=

Luckily, Ettusais is here to save the day! I picked up the bottle of Ettusais Acne Whitening Essence last week and have been using it religiously – morning and night.
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After prepping my skin with Skin Version Up, I massaged the Whitening Essence all over. The Whitening Essence suppresses the formation of melanin and lightens spots and freckles. At the same time, it hydrates the skin and increases its resilience to acne.

I noticed my skin became slightly brighter, just after 1 week of use!
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As they say in Chinese, 一白遮三丑. A fair complexion hides all other faults.

I wanna be a fair lady! (:

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i feel…

Posted on Monday, July 20th, 2009 at 11:36 pm

empty.

too empty.

July is filled with.. nothing.

no castings, no jobs.

simply lazing at home, day-dream and get balloon-ed up.

I can’t wait till next tues night.

I need some excitment in my life!

I should start browsing through my french textbooks.

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by the way, Coco Avant Chanel is coming out in August.

I caught it on dvd – french on french subtitles.

never felt so exhausted from a movie.

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Posted on Wednesday, July 8th, 2009 at 3:24 pm

oh well.. as expected?

i got eliminated.

i shall escape to shanghai.

period.

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Posted on Wednesday, July 8th, 2009 at 2:18 pm

I have never felt this miserable waiting for a phone call….

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back in town

Posted on Tuesday, June 2nd, 2009 at 10:57 am

I’m back!

My flight was supposed to depart at 00:10am from Shanghai, but it was delayed. It took off at freaking 02:40am! Due to disinfecting of the plane. boo.

feeling kinda sad. felt like crying when the pilot made the announcement: “we will be landing at Singapore Changi Airport in approximately 8 minutes.”

I wanna go back to Shanghai.

it’s like a dream. and i wana continue to day-dream…

It’s not about Shanghai.

It’s about out of Singapore.

It’s about freedom.

It’s about the friends there.

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